In my last post I delved into my past. I layed that post out honestly and came face to face with a stumbling block that I knew was there and had to be addressed before I could continue on with my new path.
I was stuck. I was stuck in the past. I was stuck in my last hell hole of a relationship.
I continued to stay in touch with her. I was trying to fix things and go back to a time when we could be together again. It cant happen. She wont let it happen. I cant let it happen. Ive had to move on. In a dark place somewhere deep inside I will always Love her. I will lock it in that dark place never to be seen or felt again.
Ive heard it called oneitis and today I have taken the necessary steps to close the door. Pics, Letters, contacts, texts, numbers, and any mementos have been either deleted where necessary or put in a deep, dark corner to be left for the reminisces of old age.
Its over. Finally.
Now to the future.
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